First hand account of life in the Palestinian territories
September 17th, 2005

When uncertainty is the only thing to be sure of.

When uncertainty is the only thing to be sure of.
Something told me to turn on the radio. It was a lovely Saturday afternoon and all my intentions aimed outside. But something made me flip on NPR. I heard well-manicured voices talking about Pope John Paul II using the past tense. I went cold. I restrained myself from crying. Then I called my mom.

Walking from the Blue Line Division station and up a set of wooden stairs to the Art Poker house, I thought, "Will this be the site of my spiritual de-pantsing?" I was about to participate in a few rounds of speed art poker, where players are required to create drawings in the space of three minutes.

One afternoon last summer, I was doing some web searching at work and noticed a banner ad for an online dating site. Not being one to troll around school or work for a potential mate, I chuckled and clicked on it. I was delivered to the promised dot.com where I decided to fill out a dating profile. It was free. Why the heck not! I had dumped my BIG long-distance relationship a whole two months before. It was time to kick up my heels and enjoy being a girl again. I remember thinking to myself, "Ha! This will come to nothing. These stupid things never work."

In the fall of 2003 I showed up to SAIC. I was new to grad school after running loose in the professional world for 11 years and spanking new to Chicago. I had a sense I was in the right place when I had homework before even attending my first class.

I had been struggling to find the motivation to paint since the first warm day of summer vacation. Inspiration came at 2 a.m. one night in June while watching a rerun of the 1996 National Spelling Bee Championship on ESPN Classic. It was one of those days when I had slept until noon and looked at my art supplies from the couch in a malaise.
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