ink a literary supplement
Fall 2001
One-Way (for E.L.A) By Lindsay King Describing death people always speak of traveling: "He had to go," "God brought her home," because it's easier to have someone leave on a one-way ticket away than simply end. Nothing left but a pile of used cells to mark the place someone loved. What were you doing while he was dead? and had been? Somewhere things you don't know
wait to appear, counting the times you made fun of them, the dumb jokes you laughed at, the soft, wet kisses you sighed through while you didn't know. Today his first day without days. Or first chance to scan the reincarnation menu. One hopes the dead forgive unknowing lapses in gravity. Insert the metal fitting into the buckle and tighten the strap. In the event of a sudden change in cabin pressure, oxygen masks will drop from the overhead compartments. Or not. Trying to remember the body in that casket was So-and-So, you can't help thinking of wax museums, softened mannequins. It can't really be her. Makeup caked over death, new silk tie for burial, silver case and polished stone over shed skin. Denial of failure to hold on, to treasure enough the departed. Filling holes, stubbornly allotting their spaces in our universe. We hope you have a pleasant flight. One hopes to find, after the fasten-seatbelts sign has been turned off, that death is not one-way, as life has always, turbulently, insisted upon being. Untitled Silver Gelatin Print By Emily Evans Some Poems Are Just Too Hard to Write By Diane Green The one about the O.D. with the purple hair Opiated poise veneer too thin to be intimidating The one about Brady dancing in the sky Peculiar angel who never wanted to be human anyway Fear of the unknown or the all too well known Unearth the old typewriter dusted with Unfamiliar dog hairs, ashes, abandoned webs Old thoughts confined to an empty room Then bludgeoned on the sidewalk Sinister references to old Christmas ribbons Dead flies thimbles and moths Trees with imaginary playmates Junk mail Springboard to a swan song dive What frail description of Suspirian Dissolute flailing of those drink bourbon Look upon the faces of the ones they love Never to see invisible tears held prisoner Infirmed like soldiers who have lost their legs |